Valentines is looming - as is my longing to make love to this guy. He is happy to wait until Im ready though. He bought me a lovely necklace and earrings set. Mum wanted to know what I had 'done' to earn something so expensive....bitch! She is still yet to meet him, she wont. Says its not the right time. I hate her.
Went to a 21st party of a work colleague of his - in Manchester. Asked mum if I could stay over at his - due to the fact that it would be the wee hours of the morning when we got back, she said NO! Party was great, a Drag Queen topped the bill...so funny. All loved up on the coach home. Coach refused to drop us back in the village centre - we had to get off at the pre-set pick ups......argh! its 1.30am and its bloody cold. So we set off walking the 2 miles home. Stopped at every bus stop along the way for a kiss and cuddle. By the time we got to his sisters - ostensibly for a coffee to warm up.
Well that's what we intended anyhow!! But we got down and dirty on the floor...and oh my I sooo wanted him there and then.So I made up my mind, tonight was the night - one week after Valentines, I was no longer going to be a Virgin. He was so surprised when I said what I wanted, I did some quick calculation's in my head, by my reckoning I was due a visit from Aunt Flo - so all was well in that department. Not that I had not given contraception a thought - I had, I was waiting for Aunt Flo to visit so I could take my first pill. These were also the days before 'safe sex' due to Aids/HIV hit the headlines.
So, we did it, in full and for real. No messing around - I was no longer a Virgin. I was so happy, I did not want to go home - sod it....would live with consequences tomorrow - tonight was ours. Did it hurt? No, did I bleed? No. Was surprised at the mess though, was never told that. We then went to sleep upstairs in his room - making love once more before morning.
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