Girl Power

Now in High School and no boyfriend, having a variety of girl friends. One was Dawn, not sure why we were friends, she was a bit of a strange one really. Not well liked, but then I suppose i was not exactly miss popular either.

She used to walk up to school and we would meet on the corner an carry onto school. Hanging out at weekends, both at her house and in the local walks, a long lane near a race course, would not DARE to play there as a child now, but it was the 70's and we did things like that - life did not hold the same dangers to us as it does now.

Memories now, again hazy and not even sure if Im remembering correct. Did it really happen? How much happened? Have I blocked the memory or is it a false one? I still not sure - I just know it was sure as hell an exciting time.

Dawn was older, an a bit of a leader. She would TELL me what to do and I DID it. She held some kind of hold on me......

Lying on the grass verge with her lying at the side of me, her hand on my breasts and rubbing it quite hard really, round and round she went, and making noises. Then she rolled over on top of me, mouth on mine and kissed me quite forcibly, I can remembering feeling a bit shocked, her tongue was trying to gain entry in my mouth - but oh, it felt so wrong and yet at the same time so good. Then the days that followed, she lay on top of me and we both moved up and down (as sex should be she said) bumping and grinding, I had an delightful ache in my pelvic area and not quite knowing why!

Also there was a brief time when we had my mums friends staying at our house (she had spilt from her husband, was in the middle of an affair) she had two girls around our age. The girls did not get on and had to be kept apart at night, so that meant that we (sister and I) had one each in our room. I was out with the older one. Again there was girl on girl advances - what is it with that? Did I appear that desperate for sexual contact I was giving out lesbian vibes?? Not that I am against lesbians.....could say I am sort of bi-curious! It was nearly every night she would snuggle up to me, kissing me, and fondling my breasts. Also rubbing her hand against my fanny (covered up with knicks I hasten to add). Damm it felt good, I got that ache in my loins for days after and I sooooo wanted to know what was happening to me